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4/10/2010

I love you/ Everyday/ He'll know

I'm no poet...these are just my thoughts and feeling spit up on a page.  Wordsworth would cringe!


I LOVE YOU
We’ve been reduced to I love you texts.
How are you?
Good!
I’m good.
I love you!

We’ve strayed away from the deep conversations…
The details of each other’s heartbeats.
We say hello.
Hello.
Hi!
And we say goodbye.
Goodbye!
I’ll talk to you later.
And oh we can’t forget…
I luv u.

No more do we talk about what we will do when we grow bigger.
We don’t talk about our futures and the latest trend.
But we ask about the fam.
Yeah mom is good.
Baby is fine.
Hello.
Goodbye.
ILY…


I can’t remember the last time I was in your presence.
I haven’t seen your face.
We haven’t had a change to shoot the breeze.
I’m not even contacted on those really important things.
The milestones, the firsts, or even the lasts…
Yeah I still work at that school.
Oh yeah?
Yep!
I love you!



EVERYDAY
I wish I could talk to you every day.
But to call you that much,
you’d think something was up.
We’re just friends.
You are on your grind and
Supposedly aren’t looking for wifey.
But when she appears,
The moment you notice the one you’ll gladly give your all for,
I know how need to acquire things and being about your business
will fade into the background.
You’ll do anything and everything to get your girl
So as I think of you, I must admit, If I’m honest,
That you just aren’t thinking of me.
And it would all be okay if I didn’t wish I could talk to you every day!
I love hearing about your plans and I love hearing about your past
I could sit on the phone with you for hours and I’d just listen to you,
For the whole conversation.
Your dissertation on life is amazing… to me.
But I’m wasting my time thinking of you because if I were her,
You would already notice me.
It saddens me and I wish I could make these feelings just go away.
And even though I know the truth…
I still wish I could talk to you every day.


HE'LL KNOW
He’ll know it’s you from the very beginning
When he lays eyes on you he won’t have to guess
He’ll love each and everything about you
He’ll love the things you can't even stand
Lips, nose, mouth, eyes, and stance
Everything in between and its surrounding
He’ll love the light skinned spots or your nose and mouth
He’ll love that long 2nd toe too

He’ll know it’s you from the very beginning
When he lays eyes on you he won’t have to guess
He’ll love your style of dress, talk, and smile
He’ll let you talk just to hear your voice
Dreams, desires, goals, and plans
All the above and its surrounding
He’ll love how you laugh really hard at the dumbest jokes
He’ll love to make dumb jokes just for that reason too

He’ll know it’s you from the very beginning
When he lays eyes on you he won’t have to guess
He’ll know that you will be the future mother of his children
He’ll love the way you are gentle yet firm with his nieces
Touch, thoughts, patience, and love
These things and its surrounding
He’ll love that you don’t even know that he’s in love
He’ll love you before you even notice too










~Cam

2 comments:

The MANChild Swagga said...

Very nice post. I was feeling the ILY. Very nice.

Now I'm curious. Is this a lost love?

Ms. Camile said...

Yeah...something like that lol. Just some stupid situation that I let manifest because I was younger and dumber than I am today. The bottom 2 are old...recycled if you will but I love you is very relevant for today...